i miss her.

7 months and I still think of her non-stop.
I wish I could have been with her, or atleast seen her one last time.
I've no one but myself to blame, as I got older I got busy and made barely any time or effort, not saying I didnt love her, just saying I should have been with her more.
So annoying, that not one person in my family ever talks about her or say they miss her, a bit of openess in my house wouldn't go a miss, someone to talk about shit when I need them.
I only have friends to rely on and I don't want to born them with my whining so i guess blogspot will have to do for now /:

love you nan x