In my last blog of course I was going on about my life being crappy, well not so much crappy but I was confused. Nothing was going right and anything I done was pushed aside. I felt like a nothing and sometimes I still do, I guess thats a whole different story though. So maybe I'll get into that another time.
Catch up time ...
So yeah last blog I was moaning and upset and just being a sap basically but the table have turned and things are getting better. Nothings perfect though..
I mean I worry of course. I've a lot of secrets, well not so much secrets but things in my past that like to creep up on me every now and then and really get me down.
But that's the thing in the past I wasn't me, I wasn't what I wanted to be and nothing was right. I was trapped, but I'm getting away from that slowly but surely and I like that I am.
I've got some really amazing people in my life. Some of my friends are just brilliant and of course there's Kev who's making me see some sense about things which really helps, he really helps. Its just nice sometimes having him there to talk to and get advice and stuff. He's been a really great friend and boyfriend to over the past 5 months. I mean I'm young so I'm no relationship expert but it'd been a very long time since I'd been in a relationship before I met Kev, and having that feeling of support every hour of everyday is such a nice thing to have back. He just makes a difference in my life :) it's lovely.
Nothing too exciting has been going on, I'm awful boring. Got my first tattoo back in January and I love it, can't wait for some more sooooon. Ohhh and I'm going to Boston for a week in March skiing with my school, it's gonna be really fun, once I don't braek any bones but either way I'll have a laugh! Gonna miss people when I go considering most ways of contact are going to be cut off. But it means I've things to look forward to when I get back :]
Well I'll update on whether I break my neck skiing soon.
Peace x
Thursday, February 25, 2010
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