struggle.

Sitting here in a heap, trying to stay awake. I don't know what's wrong with me, but there's something wrong. So sick of the constant tiredness. It's really putting me down.
And to go along with that there has been plenty happening around my house thats making me want to just leave. Wishing I was back in Turkey. I was so relaxed over ther.

And I seriously just wanna get drunk. like now. really bad.
Hopefully something exciting will come along. Everythings the same these days. I want new and different things. Getting sick of a lot of things.

I've this urge to text someone. It's been a good few months since we've talked. And as much as she let me down as a friend. I'm missing her. Don't know what to do.

I'm going to go sleep on everything. Too many thoughts. Too little energy.
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