I gave you my heart and soul, but it was never enough.

Argh. The last few months have been good and bad.

I've lost people in so many different ways and trying to be close to them is like, I don't even know. It's not what they want though. I make every effort, but it's not good enough and not what they want. I've learnt to just get on with it though, I mean things are still rough and I'll always try to rebuild things that I've lost but if I'm not good enough to be part of their life then ok. I just have given up caring, I care more about other people than myself, so it's time for a change. I don't mean I'm going to be a selfish bitch, but I need me time :) and to actually just started looking after me or else things are just going to go horribly wrong like they were a few years ago.

BUT.. On the other hand I've got one of the best people back in my life, I'm so happy we're getting close again. She's been helping me through a lot of things. She knows how I'm feeling and it's just great having her to talk to and helping her through stuff too!
Actually, I've got a lot of amazing people in my life right now, there's one or two that I'd like in it but that's just their own choice I guess. Their loss ;) haha.
Things are like ok y'know. I'd like them to be better but hey it's the summer in two weeks. I've a lot to look forward to and a lot of great people to spend it with so bring it on.

ALSO watch out for the:
Reluctant Runners at the Flora Women's Mini Marathon on June 7th jogging for the Special Olympics!
Can't wait.

More updates soon!
Peace out! x