we rock the boat.

Beach today. It was such a laugh.
Rented this paddle boat yoke, myself and *Abean slowly drifted away and then into people. We've a pla to do that again and stall it to Samos Island, but of course bring some well needed supplies :)

Abean is blinding me with her pearly whites. LOL

Night In -
Ordered Dominos ... It's sooo much better than the Irish ones. Watching movies... The Uninvited is so.. shit. I mean it was just so fucking weird and confusing. Meh.

Tomorrow-
Going swimming with Dolphins in Adaland, really excited. It's gonna be so much fun, seriously can't wait.
Ladies Night tomorrow aswell :
Saray for dindins and some dancing.
Then onto Smileys to chill with the lads and have a few drinks .. non-alcoholic may I add.

Fun.Fun.Fun
[:




*Abean - Aoibhsy :)

triangle tits.

I can't even begin to contemplate how irritating and annoying "Johnson" or "Redvan" is. I mean it's not even like he's annoying me, just looking at him makes me want to slap him something terrible. And he thinks he can just tell me to shut up and expects me to obey him like some stupid dog, well he obviously doesn't know what I'm like when I'm pissed off.
Idiot. -__-

i love lamp.

Just in from town (: it's so hot out, it's unreal!
Went shopping with Emradh for veggies and stuff today, then came back and made breakfast for him, Johnson and Nuri .. it was mad gas :):)

Early night tonight.
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP :P:P:P

x

For Deck & Terr.

True you ride the finest horse I have ever seenStanding sixteen,
one or two,
with eyes wild and green
And you ride the horse so well,
hands light to the touch.
I could never go with you no matter how I wanted to
Ride on,
see you,
I could never go with you
No matter how I wanted to
Ride on,
see you,
I could never go with you
No matter how i wanted to.
When you ride into the night without a trace behind
Run your claw along my gut,
one last timeI turn to face an empty space,
where once you used to lie
And look for a spark that lights the dark
Through a teardrop in my eye.

-Christy Moore

shuffle.shuffle.shuffle

Wahey.
Good times lately, of course I'm missing everyone, but the past couple of days and nights have been pretty good.
Slowly starting to tan, SLOWLY! But getting there. :) Spent the day with the lads in Smileys, we do hve lovely chats. Last night was gas, slow dancing with Emradh LOL. And same with tonight except.. slow dancing with the Saray lads, Ferro and Jean are fuuuuucking brilliant. Jean's a little creep but not to worry he's coooooolio :) hahaha. Chilling in the Saray for lunch with them today was only gas, BUT I know when I'm being talked about and its not nice -__- filthy boys ;) hahahah.
Just got in and it's 04.40 over here, watching some movies with Aoibhsy now.We're mouldy ....

I wanted to punch the head off Johnson today, I mean... Me feeling sick + him being a little wreck the head doesn't end well at all. He obviously DOESN'T understand what "fuck off" means -__- he was fiercely mouldy, not as mouldy as your one. Aoibhs will know who she is.
Got a few dances in tonight, it was a work out and a half.

NIGHT BITCHES! :D

(:

Today,
good day and good night.
I like how I'm feeling at the moment.
Still miss people, but there's nothing I can do about that.
Getting credit tomorrow, so I can text my beaut of a bestie, Ciara (:

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i miss people.

I want my Ciara and Bernard :(

Fun night. Pool party was pretty sweet. I was in histerics.
Getting the nails done tomorrow, getting told SOMETHING by SOMEONE aswell.
;)

:) stuff.

Yesterday was fun (: went shopping and sot some fab stuff! Got my phone back too thank god! I've been lost without it :( hard to keep in touch with people without it! But I got it back so I'm not going to focus on the negatives.
It was Ladies Night last night, a Turkish tradition me and Aoibhs have ;) lovely dinner in the Saray, followed by some dodgey Turkish dancing and the conga line.... -__- I had a monster on top of me I'm telling ya, they think they're mad gas! Then we headed down to Smileys:) always have fun with the lads down there. Emradh is truely gay, he's actually in denial like.

Today we just relaxed, all the late nights are catching up it's unreal. Me and Aoibhs went in a fierce treck down a poxy road to the shops :) good laugh. The ground was awful dodgey and HOT. Lol
Pool party tonight I think... which will end up with Frank throwing everyone into the pool, such a messer. It'll be a fun night though.
I'll let ya know how it goes ;)
slatersssss (Y)

...

Today with the lads was such a laugh today (:
Love just hanging and having a mess with them. Nuri is pure brilliant, under strict instructions from BigBadFrank to look after us, but he wouldn't rat us out on anything :) lovely man.
Emradh is mad gas, breaking his shite laughing at me and Aoibhs saying "medium" , attention span of a brick wall to be honest. He even let Aoibhs help him cook breakfast for some of the staff, they're all gonna die now. They had a little gossip, but its obvious what it was about, very chuffed ;)
Can't wait for tonight.
slaterssssssss!

Smileys.

Tonight, wow! I don't even know what to say, it was eventful I guess. I had so much fun with everyone in Smileys, they even got me up dancing on a very unstable table but it was gas!

Emra is a whole different story that only a few CLOSE friends will be told about. Tomorrow will be interesting.

x

beautiful Ter, just beautful.

Having such a laugh today:) It's brilliant.
Sitting in at the moment, just watched Twilight, have to say it was better than I expected, but I do NOT have an obsession with that bloke in it like every girl thats fucking seen it. I really just don't see the attarctiveness. Just starting to watch The Hangover now (: gonna be funny.
I love girly nights in.. nothing's better than a few movies with Aoibhs, chatting on msn and munching on food:) I love ruffles:) yum.

I'm missing everyone, but Berno and Ciara are being absolute stars at filling me in:) love our chats.

Went to Planet Yucca for dinner tonight, the guys have nothing on the Saray lads, they're such weirdos. And don't even get me started on Figo -__- hate him sooooooo much. Most irritating man in the world, someone should hit him.



I just had the biggest laugh ever, scared the living shit out of Aoibhs. It was priceless.. thought she was going to actually piss herself, she's gonna get some major payback on me, shitting myself.



:)

these things happen.

Right so I've some how lost my Irish phone. I've either miss placed it or its gotten nicked, really can't be sure. Looks like I'll be back to my lovely old Nokia brick:) YAY. I'm not even being sarcastic, I do really love that phone. Anyways, the minute I get back I'll sort myself out with a phone and sim card, might have a spare one lying around somewhere. And I'll get all your lovely numbers off you :) Not too much of a big deal though.


Went for a Turkish Bath and Massage today (: it was beautiful as always, my skin is gleaming and I'm overly relaxed. I'm telling you I'm as smooth as a baby's bum ;)
But, unfortuantley I clearly seem to attract Turkish lesbians =/ the girl that was doing mine was deffo one. I mean I would have much prefered the warrior princess that Aoibhs got stuck with, because she was pretty normal. And mine enjoyed slapping my ass, not impressed. Wouldn't have been too bad if she had of atleast been a babe.... but no, she wasn't at all.

Thats my day so far (:
Girly night in with Aoibhs so I'll keep you posted on that.
x

McTurko.

So, tonight went better than expected. He doesn't seem to be working anymore, it's a relief but kind of sad cause he was pretty nice (: Other lads are still there. Ferro's mullet type thing is longer than ever, and the pervs are doing their best to get their bit. Such a FAIL.
Emra's back from the army. yuuummmmm. He's got a bit of stuble going on too, I would ;) LOL
Anyway, it's great to see everyone.
Oh.. and they've got a a mcdonalds right.. with this burger called the McTurko, it looks terribly dodgey.
:)

thinking.

Going away is actually fucking great, not only for the bitta craic.. but to break away. Get away from somethings and some people. It puts my mind at ease about situations and problems because I just forget about them while I'm here. I think a lot when I'm here, just sort things out in my head, but I don't let them get to me like I would back home.
It truely is great for mind, body and spirit.(:
x

Day 1.

Today was lovely, nice to just chill, tan and have a bit of a swim in the pool (: fun times ahead.
I think I might have already got a SLIGHT tan coming on. And I plan on coming home to Dublin very tanned! :D
There's cows in the field beside the house, it's been a couple of years since they've been here .. mad yokes. It's severely warm today, haven't gotten used to it yet. Lovely breeze this morning but that soon disappeared. Me and Aoibhs played a Turkish game today while her parents were out and we've decided we're gonna turn it into a drinking game when we get home, it's a bit like 4 Kings.... just a lot more drinking involved LOL it's gonna be soooo much fun to play it with everyone!
Off to Saray tonight, dreading it. Last year is going to come back to haunt me, hopefully HE won't be there =/
But I'll fill you in on my night tomorrow....
later.(:

Paper Planes..

Okay, been up since 7 this morning, pretty fucking wrecked to be honest.
First night in Turkey, it's just a quiet one because we only really arrived and headed t dinner.. yumyum (:
First plane was an awful treck, I mean it took forever! And I'm not gonna lie, I fucking hate planes. They're pretty horrible, the food is rank and just bleugh. Pretty chuffed that I'm almost finished my first book, such a nerd and all but fuck it (: It's awful detaild about certain subjects though xD Not as bad as Aoibh's perverted book though... I'm not eve gonna get into that.
So anyway, the first flight was from Ireland to Istanbul.. Bleugh =/ Nothing on the secon flight though.. Dear god I thought I was going to die. It was sooooo dodgey. Turbulance isn't even the word like.. It was crazy. Drive to the house wasn't too bad, driver was a little crazy but it went fast enough (:
It's absolutely roasting over here, it was like 30 degrees at like eleven at night (:
Dying to start tanning, tomorrow will be fun.
Missing everyone at home though.. We'll have a big sess or something when I get back (: hapy days!
Not much more to say, cause I've done fuuuuuck all.
I'll blog soon though,
slaters!

I don't know why..

Today has been weird, I don't know what's going on with me but everything is just rushing around my mind. Lots of thoughts.. but I don't understand why I'm thinking some of these things.
So, I'm going away for three weeks tomorrow, and of course I'm excited, I've no reason not to be.. I know it's gonna be amaizing. But, there's a few downers to it, leaving friends behind, especially a certain 3 or 4 that I've been spending a lot of time with lately, which has been amazing. And I guess as much as I love getting away from my parents, I'm still gonna miss them. I'm feeling a little weird about someone, wanting something but not getting it. A big chat with two of my best friends made me really realise my feelings for them which is good I suppose, just hope that person knows.
My nana has been on my mind a lot recently, well she always is, but I've been getting a bit upset I guess. I miss her everyday. I can't even drive past her house without my eyes watering up. And losing her is now making me scared about losing my other Grandparents, they mean the absolute world to me and I really don't know what I'd do without them.
I'm getting really tired again lately, I think I'm getting sick again. Well, I'm always sick.. but I think it's gonna start acting up again, which is the last thing I want! I hate being sick, I want to stop with the supplements, tablets, injections and blood tests. I just want it to stop. Awful annoying.
On the up, I've had a great few days, weekend was fab (: even though I wasn't at Oxygen I got to spend some lovely time with my lovely mates. I even got to see friends that I haven't seen in years, I was so happy just getting to chat and chill with them. I went shopping and go some new well and truely needed clothes. Was pretty happy with that. And then I had a lovely evening/night yesterday for my friends birthday. Everyone had fun and it was just good to chill with them before I go away.

Don't have much more to say really. Guess I'll post some new ones soon when I'm in Turkey (:
Slaters.
x

changes..

It's such a good feeling to be happy with who I am.
I've had so many ups and downs over the years and finally I'm just on an up. And boy it feels amazing. :] I owe a lot of it to my best friends.

Aoibhinn O'Reilly.

I never know where to start when it comes to Aoibhsy, she is truely the best friend I've ever had, not only that, but she's family too which makes her even more special to me. She's bleedin' massif' ;) We do so much together, and I've rarely gone a day without talking to her. We've had arguements and little fights, but they didn't last long. Just a look from her and I can't stop laughing. She can always make me smile and knows exactly how to cheer me up.. usually by just being herself.. dopey (: in the most lovely way possible.
love you always. (:

Shauna Buckley.

She's such a charmer. We've known eachother for a couple of years now, but we weren't always friends. So glad we are though, because she's truely amazing. And a bleedin' roide ;) LOL I love our chats about boys and what not. And our little drunken heart to hearts never go a miss:) She has helped me out in different situations and can understand me. Its so good to know I've a friend like her. What a babe ;)
love you (:

Eilis Perez.

Beaut. This girl is bleedin' whopper :) We have great chats. And she's always up for some "WRECKIN' IH". She never fails to amuse me or make me laugh. She's an absolute beaut and the BEST Mexican going :D She's always smiling. And helps me do my Spanish homework 5minutes before I've to loeg it to class! Dunno what I'd do without her.
Laaaaav you!











Ciara Rooney!

Wow! Just over a year of friendship. We just clicked the first time we talked, I don't know what it was about her but it was like she'd known me my whole life. She understood me completely and never judged me. To this very day she's never failed to make smile or laugh. She's so easy to talk to and have a laugh with. I love our chats. (: And someday we will have abs that you can grate cheese off of! LOL She's an absolute stunner and deserves the world. Truely amazing! Fucking love you! :)







Bernard Smith!

He lets me call him Bernard (: that shows how close we are. We've had our fair share of fights but we got over that and grew to be Bestie Budz! And I'm so fucking glad to have him, he's deadly and so down to earth. So easy to chat with and I know if I ever really needed someone to talk to I could talk to him. He's such a feckin' messer but he's great fun! BestBudz2K9 ;)
lavlavlav you! (:

Loved and lost.

I've loved and lost friends over the years I know its just part of growing up and it happens to everyone, but recently I've lost one in perticular. She was amazing, or so she made herself out to be but soon cracks started to show and eventually after a few months had passed I seen her true self, full of lies. Never knowing who she truely was. It was hard, I thought I could trust her but how can you trust someone with your darkest secrets and deepest thoughts when they themselves don't know who they are and can't truely be who the want to be when their lives are filled with lies.
Trust in a friendship is what makes it. So I had to let this friend go, it has upset be to be quite honest because I didn't want to lose her, But I knew I had to let her go because of the things she had done.
I still wonder about her, and I'll always be open to being friends when she figures who she is out, but for now I can't be in a friendship formed of lies. I'd always be questioning anything that was said.
It had to be done.

x

blogger..

So, I've not quite gotten used to all this blogging business. Never know what to right or say even though my mind is filled with thoughts and opinions, I never seem to know how to right them all down. Especially when it's for the world to see, well who ever uses this, whereas anyone who knows me well or is in anyway close to me would know how opinionated I really am and that I most likely always have something to say.
I guess eventually I'm gonna get used to using this and get the hang of it I suppose but for now I'm gonna apoligise for my blogs being shit and what not.
(:

So far..

So, I finished the 'oul Junior Cert.. couldn't be happier. Pretty fucking sick for the exams but fuck the, they mean nothing to me now. Bring on a 4th year.. biggest waste of time I guess. And now That it's summer I couldn't be in better form. This summer is turning out to be mighty. I mean yesterday I sat in portmarnock, completely off my bin with some of the greatest people I know, couldn't ask for much more. I know the majority of my friends are at Oxygen, and god I'm jealous but fuck it, there's plenty more to come, missing out on this one isn't a big deal.
Got a kitten last week, well my brother did although it seems I'm the only one looking after her, Lola that is. Pretty fucking cute too.. and an awful dope. Can't complain, she's fucking amusing like.
Heading to Turkey on Thursday for three fucking weeks! Holy fuck I can't wait. There's a few people I'm gonna miss terribly while I'm gone because I've been seeing them so much recentley.. I guess it'll just mean there'll be a reason for a massive get together when I come back. And fuck it.. I'm going with my best friend I really can't complain too much now can I, we have some laughs!
Okay, so I was pretty fucking shocked when I found out Michael Jackson died to be quite honest. I'm not one to jump on the band waggon and be all crazed for him now that he's dead. I knew he was a legend like, I've always liked him and always listened to his music. It's just so annoying hearing so many people only liking him now. I think he made amazing music, and when it came to dancing he was something else.
Slaters.