Today has been weird, I don't know what's going on with me but everything is just rushing around my mind. Lots of thoughts.. but I don't understand why I'm thinking some of these things.
So, I'm going away for three weeks tomorrow, and of course I'm excited, I've no reason not to be.. I know it's gonna be amaizing. But, there's a few downers to it, leaving friends behind, especially a certain 3 or 4 that I've been spending a lot of time with lately, which has been amazing. And I guess as much as I love getting away from my parents, I'm still gonna miss them. I'm feeling a little weird about someone, wanting something but not getting it. A big chat with two of my best friends made me really realise my feelings for them which is good I suppose, just hope that person knows.
My nana has been on my mind a lot recently, well she always is, but I've been getting a bit upset I guess. I miss her everyday. I can't even drive past her house without my eyes watering up. And losing her is now making me scared about losing my other Grandparents, they mean the absolute world to me and I really don't know what I'd do without them.
I'm getting really tired again lately, I think I'm getting sick again. Well, I'm always sick.. but I think it's gonna start acting up again, which is the last thing I want! I hate being sick, I want to stop with the supplements, tablets, injections and blood tests. I just want it to stop. Awful annoying.
On the up, I've had a great few days, weekend was fab (: even though I wasn't at Oxygen I got to spend some lovely time with my lovely mates. I even got to see friends that I haven't seen in years, I was so happy just getting to chat and chill with them. I went shopping and go some new well and truely needed clothes. Was pretty happy with that. And then I had a lovely evening/night yesterday for my friends birthday. Everyone had fun and it was just good to chill with them before I go away.
Don't have much more to say really. Guess I'll post some new ones soon when I'm in Turkey (:
Slaters.
x
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