Loved and lost.

I've loved and lost friends over the years I know its just part of growing up and it happens to everyone, but recently I've lost one in perticular. She was amazing, or so she made herself out to be but soon cracks started to show and eventually after a few months had passed I seen her true self, full of lies. Never knowing who she truely was. It was hard, I thought I could trust her but how can you trust someone with your darkest secrets and deepest thoughts when they themselves don't know who they are and can't truely be who the want to be when their lives are filled with lies.
Trust in a friendship is what makes it. So I had to let this friend go, it has upset be to be quite honest because I didn't want to lose her, But I knew I had to let her go because of the things she had done.
I still wonder about her, and I'll always be open to being friends when she figures who she is out, but for now I can't be in a friendship formed of lies. I'd always be questioning anything that was said.
It had to be done.

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